When will we Love?

I'm just gonna say it, this whole situation blows, and NOT in the good way. I've been thinking about it alot, needless to say. I've questioned every little thing. Looked at it from every point of view I can think of, asked others opinions on what I should do. So pretty much I've let my mind take over, and my mind isn't good with making decisions like this, especially when it's such a big and controversial thing.

I've totally tuned out my heart. I should have never done that. God has given me a heart that has never been wrong before, when I listen to it and do what it tells me. I can't trust rhetoric, I can't trust people trying to persuade me, I can't trust others thoughts on the subject, I can't trust agendas. I can only trust what my heart tells me. I CAN ONLY TRUST WHAT MY HEART TELLS ME. And what it's telling me is what I've known all along, that I've been through a ton of shit, and come to believe what I believe for a reason. It's telling me to hold strong to what I believe, because it's right for me. It may not be right for them, but it's right for me. No one in the world can tell me I'm wrong when in my heart I know I'm not. This is not me being stubborn or close-minded, this is me doing what's best for me, what my heart is telling me.



I don't want to lie, I don't want to decieve, but if that's what it takes to guard my heart, then I will, because if I lose my heart, then what do I have left?

I will all work out, I believe for the best. I will survive, I always do.

I wish I would've figured this out earlier, could have saved weeks of stress and worry.





I'm just mad at this whole situation. I mean, if people had character, and were actually trustworthy and acted out of Love, I wouldn't be in this mess. We're in the 21st century, and people are still prejudice, and full of hate, and afraid of what they're ignorant of.

When will we grow up? When will we learn? When will we Love?



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